white peace.

^_^

gambar2 pagi tadi, amek ngn enset.
otw to onco hosp.although i was already pretty late for class. ;p

monday morning.

monday morning, sangat liat ke skulaaahh. plus i slept late (i know x de sape suruh). then, when i stepped out of our hostel main entrance i was macam quite erkejut to see the falling snow..haha..it's WHITE, again! terkejut, but in a happy happy happy way :D

hujung october hari tu dah ada snow turun. pastu it stopped. 16th november selalu jadi indicator utk sy and some of my friends, hari bila mana, snow akan mula turun. sebabnye, mase first year, snow turun when it was aainaa's 18th birthday (16th november 2004). that's about it. and there's this thingy about moscow's crazy unrealistic delusional mayor yang hari tu ada cakap dia nak buat moscow x de snow this year..i know, rite?? ape hak die nak ubah lumrah alam?? huhu..I LOVE SNOW!! dont take the snow away la Mr. Mayor!chaisshh~

[IN YOUR FACE MOSCOW MAYOR!!! <--- kata2 seorang kawan tatkala snow turun late october ari tu. belagak lagi..mcm bagus je! huhu] read more about this, here. hehe..and sebab tu la i felt so extremely happy this morning when i stepped outside :) :) and the thought of leaving moscow in a few months, makes me appreciate the snow more. whoa~~

unlike some people yang confident gila they wont miss anything about moscow, the moscow winter is REALLY one of the MANY things i will miss later..surely absolutely 100% positive! ye la, memanglah winter itu gloomy, tidak membawa mood ceria, hehe..but i like it. ia menenangkan jiwa. ia senyap. tenteram. aman. damai. hee~ ;p

winter.
i think..i love..the..atmosphere. it makes my heart sing love songs (since i cant really sing, maybe i only hummm) haha. it makes my soul smile and cry the river of happiness and thankfulness at the same time. it makes my mind think of Him. it makes me feel more grateful to Allah. for whatever He has given me, for everything. thank You. =.=

tapi, you know, i totally understand why some people hate winter so much. sebab saya pun selalu complain sebab its very dull, kotor, comot, basah etc etc etc.. paling x best for me is when there are times, the dullness gets into me, reminds me of the sad memories in the past..haha in other words, simply leceh, tiring & depressing. but it also teaches us to be a stronger person, inside and out. lagi2 pula sebab kat sini snow and ice selalunye sepanjang2 winter (ataupun sampai lebih dari winter kot)..so..awal2 ni la time die cantik. nanti ujung2 mase dah cair sume..erghh..mmg comot. macam pagi tadi..uhuhuu..i hv selected the wrong pair of shoes, the wrong winter coat..hmm..but still happy! hehe (bangun lambat, x sempat check kat laptop cuaca hari ni..and x sempat tgk luar bfore turun..huhu)

so people, i am just gonna enjoy my last winter ever here! insyaAllah. :)

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birthday wish.

and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AAINAA NADIAH!!! :)))

gambar2 hiasan: last year's winter trip with aina n kujie. amsterdam & london.

aainaa, smoge berjaya, bahagia mengecapi cita2 dunia akhirat, insyaAllah. ameen~
jom jalan2 lagi! lagi sebulan seminggu je~~~ hiks.
luv you, babe!

sekian.

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Everytime you feel like you cannot go on,
you feel so lost, that you are so alone,
all you see is night and darkness all around,
you feel so helpless, you can't see which way to go.....

Don't despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

InsyaAllah
InsyaAllah you'll find your way

-Maher Zain, insyaAllah-

playing surgeons.

5 hari di oncology dept. (owh, and esok-saturday, ada class at 1pm. bestnye! huhu)


hari ni ade pengalaman baru. iaitu menonton surgery yg dipanggil whipple procedure.
whipple procedure merupakan sejenis operation, yg biasa dilakukan sebagai treatment kepada pesakit2 pancreatic cancer (ketumbuhan/kanser kelenjar pankreas). maklumlah, sekarang cycle oncology (the study of cancer)..belajar pasal cancers everyday. so, basically, operation ni, nama lainnye ialah pancreaticoduodenectomy..dalam erti kata lain, the pancreas yg ada cancer tu dan duodenum dipotong. emm..ah, malas la nak cerite. haha..sape yg nk tau, bole google sendiri or click sini..

lebih kurang cam dalam gamba ni la..

kalau diikutkan, prinsip2 utk operation ni lebih kurang mcm dalam ganba2 kat atas ni. tapi, agak berlainan dgn yg kitorang tgk hari ni..sebagai contoh, pancreas yg telah dipotong tu, the parts (the body and the tail of the pancreas) which remain in the abdominal cavity, are joined to the jejunum (a part of our small intestine). however, in the one performed by yurii nikolaevich (okay, i think that's not the name..oh,well..nama susah sgt..but whatever ur name is professor Mr. Surgeon, u r brilliant! hee) today, they were attached to the posterior part of the stomach. our lecturer said, it does not matter, it all depends on the surgeon's preference.

okay..lari tajuk sikit..snanye bukan nak cerite about the surgery pun..just nak letak gamba yg diambil bfore masuk operation theatre je..hehe.. :)

kim and maryam.

atas & bawah: saya and anett.

nabilah, me, anett.

pengalaman yg menarik. group kitorang utk cycle ni ada 13 org, so kene take turn nak obseve in OT. kali ni our turn. hopefully dapat tgk lagi. budak2 yg study medic tempat lain mesti tak berapa nak jakun kot, sebab senang, and maybe selalu dapat tgk. haha. bukan la nak kata kami ni jakun. oh, semestinya tidak. kalau x payah observe pun kami happy. haahaa~ tapi, alhamdulillah, hari ni dapat tgk selama 2 jam almost.
x tgk sampai habis pun. sbb nak balik. kaki lenguh kot..kagum dgn all 3 surgeons yg sudah agak tua~x sakit ke lutut dorangg?? huhu

okay, disebabkan x larat nak diri lama2, i dont think i am gonna be a surgeon in the future. other than that, sebab mmg dah ada minat ke lain (kot). haha. lenguh shopping tak pe pulak kan? ;p tapi serious..lenguh gila..sebab the night before macam agak kurang tidur, lpas tu hospital onco tu jauh, lpas tu bediri x buat ape 2 jam, balik2..fuhhh..mmg x larat la..lpas solat magrib terus baring. flat.....lawak gila..kalau jadi doctor nnt macamane la agaknye..adoii~hehe

doa saja.
m(^_^)m

insyaAllah BOLEH! :)))

okay, sekian. tata.