white peace.

^_^

gambar2 pagi tadi, amek ngn enset.
otw to onco hosp.although i was already pretty late for class. ;p

monday morning.

monday morning, sangat liat ke skulaaahh. plus i slept late (i know x de sape suruh). then, when i stepped out of our hostel main entrance i was macam quite erkejut to see the falling snow..haha..it's WHITE, again! terkejut, but in a happy happy happy way :D

hujung october hari tu dah ada snow turun. pastu it stopped. 16th november selalu jadi indicator utk sy and some of my friends, hari bila mana, snow akan mula turun. sebabnye, mase first year, snow turun when it was aainaa's 18th birthday (16th november 2004). that's about it. and there's this thingy about moscow's crazy unrealistic delusional mayor yang hari tu ada cakap dia nak buat moscow x de snow this year..i know, rite?? ape hak die nak ubah lumrah alam?? huhu..I LOVE SNOW!! dont take the snow away la Mr. Mayor!chaisshh~

[IN YOUR FACE MOSCOW MAYOR!!! <--- kata2 seorang kawan tatkala snow turun late october ari tu. belagak lagi..mcm bagus je! huhu] read more about this, here. hehe..and sebab tu la i felt so extremely happy this morning when i stepped outside :) :) and the thought of leaving moscow in a few months, makes me appreciate the snow more. whoa~~

unlike some people yang confident gila they wont miss anything about moscow, the moscow winter is REALLY one of the MANY things i will miss later..surely absolutely 100% positive! ye la, memanglah winter itu gloomy, tidak membawa mood ceria, hehe..but i like it. ia menenangkan jiwa. ia senyap. tenteram. aman. damai. hee~ ;p

winter.
i think..i love..the..atmosphere. it makes my heart sing love songs (since i cant really sing, maybe i only hummm) haha. it makes my soul smile and cry the river of happiness and thankfulness at the same time. it makes my mind think of Him. it makes me feel more grateful to Allah. for whatever He has given me, for everything. thank You. =.=

tapi, you know, i totally understand why some people hate winter so much. sebab saya pun selalu complain sebab its very dull, kotor, comot, basah etc etc etc.. paling x best for me is when there are times, the dullness gets into me, reminds me of the sad memories in the past..haha in other words, simply leceh, tiring & depressing. but it also teaches us to be a stronger person, inside and out. lagi2 pula sebab kat sini snow and ice selalunye sepanjang2 winter (ataupun sampai lebih dari winter kot)..so..awal2 ni la time die cantik. nanti ujung2 mase dah cair sume..erghh..mmg comot. macam pagi tadi..uhuhuu..i hv selected the wrong pair of shoes, the wrong winter coat..hmm..but still happy! hehe (bangun lambat, x sempat check kat laptop cuaca hari ni..and x sempat tgk luar bfore turun..huhu)

so people, i am just gonna enjoy my last winter ever here! insyaAllah. :)

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birthday wish.

and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AAINAA NADIAH!!! :)))

gambar2 hiasan: last year's winter trip with aina n kujie. amsterdam & london.

aainaa, smoge berjaya, bahagia mengecapi cita2 dunia akhirat, insyaAllah. ameen~
jom jalan2 lagi! lagi sebulan seminggu je~~~ hiks.
luv you, babe!

sekian.

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Everytime you feel like you cannot go on,
you feel so lost, that you are so alone,
all you see is night and darkness all around,
you feel so helpless, you can't see which way to go.....

Don't despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

InsyaAllah
InsyaAllah you'll find your way

-Maher Zain, insyaAllah-